It's a one-way road.

There is no point in living your one and only life trying to improve on the past. We are here at this moment to make a impact on the next generation. We make history literally every second and we can never change it so why do so much of us live with regret? Move on with your life and push forward, you will be forgotten by history if you don't change tomorrow. We all try to be outstanding but the truth is we all aren't outstanding. Once you come to accept this then you should see that you as a person could contribute to change and not be the catalyst directly. The fear of rejection and uselessness is all in a bad mind set and can easily change. Your motivation should be the future and what you can do to it whether or not it's positive or not. Just because you may fail doesn't mean everything around you has to also.